[ Woah there, that's certainly a change of mood, and despite being somebody who can't read the atmosphere very well, he knows damn well something is off about this reaction. He gives Aoba some space, but steadies his hand between his shoulder blades. He thinks he knows what he is asking, but.. ]
Are you concerned you don't feel the same way or feel as strongly about me but.. perhaps you enjoy the pampering and attention I give you? [ In a way, Karamatsu knows it's something he shouldn't be doing. He should also pull back on the reigns to prevent getting hurt or hurting Aoba, but.. he simply cannot resist when somebody is just even a minuscule interested in him. ]
[ He's feeling a little vulnerable. It's the first time he's been intimate since Noiz, so there's a bit of emotional whiplash. But the moment Karamatsu speaks so bluntly to him, color returns to his face and he blinks back at him in alarm. ]
N-no! I like you! More than anyone else in quarantine! I just...
[ Don't trust myself. Aoba thinks, but decides even that would be unnecessary to say to someone. Who wants to hear that kind of uncertain, wishy-washy crap? Aoba lowers his knees and arms, he can feel his hand on his back so he reaches for Karamatsu's other hand to hold it under the water. ]
...I want to make sure I'm giving you the attention you deserve too. Not just... um, you know.
[ Karamatsu tips his head, but seems pleased with the validation. He doesn't think he's very deserving of any attention when it boils down to it, but Aoba is the only one who even gives him a small bit of attention so he's satisfied with that.
He takes his hand, lips curling upward in a smile. ]
Of course you are! I have never gotten so much attention in my entire life. [ He's being honest here?? ]
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He gives Aoba some space, but steadies his hand between his shoulder blades. He thinks he knows what he is asking, but.. ]
Are you concerned you don't feel the same way or feel as strongly about me but.. perhaps you enjoy the pampering and attention I give you?
[ In a way, Karamatsu knows it's something he shouldn't be doing. He should also pull back on the reigns to prevent getting hurt or hurting Aoba, but.. he simply cannot resist when somebody is just even a minuscule interested in him. ]
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N-no! I like you! More than anyone else in quarantine! I just...
[ Don't trust myself. Aoba thinks, but decides even that would be unnecessary to say to someone. Who wants to hear that kind of uncertain, wishy-washy crap? Aoba lowers his knees and arms, he can feel his hand on his back so he reaches for Karamatsu's other hand to hold it under the water. ]
...I want to make sure I'm giving you the attention you deserve too. Not just... um, you know.
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He takes his hand, lips curling upward in a smile. ]
Of course you are! I have never gotten so much attention in my entire life.
[ He's being honest here?? ]